Sunday, November 19, 2006

there are little rainbow butterflies that watches the watch. and to tell me the time of the universe. and eat gold like chocolates. lotions are just catalysts. perfumes that reminds me of some people. markers that stain. ruined handphones. memories that shouldn't be remembered. places of kisses. monkeys in phonebooth. fireworks in black. apple trees that scorns at me. mangoes of tomorrow. telephone calls that just wakes you up. sunrise that never shine. night that's so cold until it burns. dusty weather and a man that walked for miles and miles. a kiss and a wave that flew mountains just to stop where it began in. train rides that are packed and reek with sweat. colour are just my imaginations. belts made with cotton buds and a button made from seeds. dolphins that talks to me. gifts that mean nothing. smiles to be remembered and to be forgotten. silence in conversations. cigarettes and smokes and they fly into the sky. stars flickers and singing songs of dreams. eyes that wither. hands filled with soil. still photographs waiting to be thrown, deleted. erase. to forget. is not easy. to succeed. to love. is harder.
birds with chains. they cannot fly.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

she's beautiful. and cheeky.
me: aren't you bored being here?

him: of course la, but what can i do? what can you do? you want it as much as i do, right?

me: ya, true. but i wish i'm done and over with with this place.

him: everybody wants to be at other places than where they're at. that's how it is sometimes, lor.

-silence-

him: you look at that old man.

-looks in the direction of the old man standing inside his stall. he's selling western food. nobody is in queue.-

him: you think he wants to be there? selling chicken and fries leh? to do the same old damn thing everyday?

me: he looks bored. probably he wants to be somewhere else as well.
him: ya lor. but what can he do sia?

me: he can't. he needs to earn.

him: and so we can't be anywhere else but here. to get what we want.

me: we started it.

-silence again-

me: we shouldn't be here. we should be smoking at the bridge.